It's taken a long time to get to this point. I'll admit that I'm afraid of blogging or at least I was until this very moment in time. Wondered about it, sure. Thought is was a passing thing, absolutely. Feel like I might enjoy it, maybe. Honestly though, the idea of putting myself out there for anyone to see is scary. Maybe even more scary is putting a finger on 'myself', being able to write honestly without putting up any fronts. I am just now learning how to be myself-mom, wife, daughter, friend, sister, coworker-and find it can be challenging to find some sense of self when the day is done. I try to give anything I do my all but at the end of the day just giving it something can be a challenge.
So this is me in a nutshell. Married to a wonderful man that I met in college for 16 years. Two beautiful children-Julia, independent but a hand holder (as long as we aren't in public) at 11 and Ben-my sweet boy at 9. Living on 27 acres that we bought from my parents on the side of a mountain in the town I grew up in. Working for a company that my husband and I have helped create over the past 5 years. Patching up my relationships with my brothers after many rocky years. Discovering how to live in the moment.
Gosh, it all sounds so perfect, very Normal Rockwell. However, I can assure you that it is not all peaches and cream. There are so many things that have gotten me to where I am right now, just outside a doorway that leads to great things, just about to take the step. Am I scared-absolutely. But excited at the same time. Let's just see how it goes, shall we?
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